He has refused to go to couseling, for fear someone that he knows might see him there. I have been a few times, for un-answered questions, of why am I still here, why did i settle.
I'm at the stage now I have no car, no money and no way to get out. so I will have to save up and then hopefully things will not get to out of hand i can split. I am passrd the scared part, if i die tommorrow so be it, I have nothning left. Please don't think of me as you poor girl. Self-respect is gone, as you all have said, it's always my fault. I'm just sometimes worried when the hard liquior comes into the house, nothning yet. But he's getting stressed at work and as he says I'm not coming across. God, I sound like a who-is-me child... This time if he hits me it will be pay back time......I'll slip out in the night and walk if I have too.

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What do you mean at MY AGE?