(((Larry))) the feelings that you are having aren't yours alone. You see already by the few short post that others have had these feelings.

I can't tell you how to not lose your heart and fall in love with people. I am like Lilith in that I love who I love and I keep in check by chosing how I deal with it.

The main way handle it all is to never lose focus of my family and the knowledge that I would never mess up my home life for my own desires.

I have also learned to only have relationships with like minded people.

You have to do what is right for you. If you can't separate the fun with the real then perhaps you do need to think about why you are here. And that my friend is a choice you have to make for yourself.

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