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Spell it out! Keep talking...to us and everyone within ear shot! If there is no one within ear shot...go to them!

Please hon, please know that this is only temporary! Life IS worth living and you are worth living this life! GingerV has just spilled her guts in an attempt to prove it to you. Matter of fact, anyone and everyone who replies to this thread is proof positive that no matter your state of mind now, you are worth a hug and a piece of our heart! We care! And, I've no doubt that in your real life there are many who care as well! If you opt not to live, your troubles will be over, but everyone concerned will have to bear a burden I am sure you have no intention of inflicting, but it will rest heavy on us/them just the same! The words, "I'm so glad he/she killed himself/herself" have never been spoken by the survivors of the one who does it. It's just that simple...and it may seem selfish of me to lay that on you...but damnitalltohell Larry, I don't want you to die!

Help IS out there! It may not seem like it now, but it's true! If today seems too oppressive, tomorrow may be better. If not then, then the next day. My point is...if you die you will never know what could be waiting for you right around the corner. Please don't die! Wait for the good! What goes up...must come down. For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction. It may take a while but it WILL happen! The good is coming and you have to be here to recieve it!

Keep talking...to us and everyone! The doc's, your family, the mailman...everyone!

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Please hang in there! Please don't leave us! Please get help till it actually helps! It's not you that isn't worthy...it's the combo of drugs tried thus far and there are many other combos...and one WILL work! Please keep trying till you find that combo! It'll be worth it, I promise!

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