I guess I could say it's been a long, hard journey for me in that area. for a while, i wasn't truthful with others, or worse, myself. i just chalked things up to "experience" it took a lot of insight to realize my actions sometimes hurt others, and always hurt myself in the end -- if i would just face them. I could never bring myself to admit to my ex-boyfriend that I cheated on him, because it took me so long just to even face the truth myself, that i was unfaithful. i hope someday, i'll come to a place where i will be able to admit it -- it will be a burden lifted i've carried for years.

What they don't know WILL hurt them -- because in some way, it changes you, and will change everything forever.

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and beneath my hands you shiver
and between my teeth you breathe
and through my eyes you live
and from my voice you speak