You need to find a desire inside of your heart to do this. Letting someone in -- and having a relationship -- is a lot of hard work. Every day -- every hour -- is a choice to "let him in" vs. leaving him out of your heart and thoughts.

You have to be ready for the challenge. For some people, lonliness is a motivator. For others, it's a hope of the future. For me, I've always been motivated by the determination that I am *not* going to allow myself to continue to be a victim of my past. Each day is a new choice, and a new opportunity.

I recommend you take it slow, and discover whether this man is worthy of your efforts and attention. If the answer is yes, you have to find the desire/strength inside to make it "real."

Jenna....You're a strong, bright, beautiful lady who is deserving of finding someone to love. All ya have to do is want him bad enough.....if you do, I know you will have the courage to make it happen.

((((Jenna))))

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Life is too short not to love and be loved....preferably multiple times in one night.

I think men talk to women so they can sleep with them and women sleep with men so they can talk to them. ~ Jay McInerney