(((jenna))) I have found that telling myself that I am bad ass and also saying to myself "fuck-it, take a chance" usually is enough to give me the motivation to take risks. I know it is all a ruse and that underneath that voice in my head is a vulnerable person (as we all are) but, I have still managed to lie to myself long enough that my guy melted away my walls and eventually I was sucked in so far that I couldn't have put them back even if I wanted to. I can't say that it wasn't terrifying and that I didn't have classic moments of self doubt. You can ask him. Things would be going along just fine and that nag underneath the bad ass voice would say, "What the hell are you doing??? You stupid woman, you are going to get hurt!!!!" So I would in turn try to pull back a little, not really having the strength or will to do it. Thankfully he was persistent and understanding. The right one will be, the wrong one hopefully won't get that far anyway! Good luck hun, I will be thinking of you.

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