wow..
well guys thanx for the input.. really appreciate it..

anywayz, i spoke to him about it same night i asked for the advice.. coz it really scared me thinkin that i may not feel the same way for him anymore coz of the constant rejection.. as what Mrs. Lix was saying "you can only hear no so many times..." i mean yes i know that sex isn't everything but we have our needs and cravings.. and it made me think whether i really wanna be with him coz i felt as though he wasnt giving me enough attention.

But by the end of the night i realised that it's not worth breaking up with someone you been with for a long time just coz of sex.. i dont think it's the right reason, i mean we've been through a lot more than that..
so now i just try n understand his situation.. after all, he does satisfy me sexually when he is in the mood..

P.S. Mrs. Lix, .. he's 19.. n yes he drinks his beer ocassionaly... and i know not to even try seducing him when he's been drinkin coz i know that it would never happen..

P.P.S I feel like such a baby compared to you guys.. lolz

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