Iggy called me today he is still in Kuwait which makes me happy but some of what he said makes me feel worried. He told me he lost his cool and choked one of his soldiers, this soldier has tried his patience repeatedly here. That soldier is getting kicked out of the army and will be back here Sunday. I have to take his file to the unit and have been told to hang up if this guy calls here and not to answer the door if he shows up. This guy used to crank call at all hours before they left for the ME. We talked to the commander about this but there wasn't much we could do since our phone number is on the alert rooster for Iggys other soldiers to have. The biggest part of the phone call that has me worried is he told me he feels like he has lost me, lost the connection we have. He wants me to send him all the pictures I have of us which I'll do. How do I reassure him that he hasn't lost me that I am right where he left me waiting? I have never in my life until I found Iggy been faithful to anyone. It's hard to explain but when I met Iggy it was like I found what had been missing in my life but I didn't realize it was missing until I saw him. We have been separated before because I had to come back stateside while he stayed in Germany but we talked everyday on the phone. I don't know what to say that can reassure him besides telling him I love him and staying faithful. I won't cheat on him and since we have been together I have stopped caring if I am hot or not, all that matters is Iggy loves me and finds me hot. I am just worried now that he is going to come back and decide he doesn't need me anymore.

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HE IS HOME!