And she's jumping out of it to spit? LOL!

Not laughing at you sweetums...I just had this mental picture and thought I'd share.

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Not much I can offer as advice, other than this: my wife is also very reluctant to swallow under normal circumstances. The occasions when she does reward me with the big gulp have been wonderful, memories of which I'll recall to my last breath. When it does happen, she doesn't seem to remember it later if I bring up the subject, leading us both to believe it probably only happens when she has enough alcohol & other herbal suppliments in her system to relax her inhibitions...which makes me think that maybe wyndhy has the best suggestion posted here

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Thinking of that gets me more than just around the mental block!

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Hmm, Well my little cum guzzler (dont tell her i called her that ) When she wants to swallow me she chases it down with water similar to taking a tablet. She really like to swallow me but sometimes i might be a bith thicker than normal so this helps with the situation. Try this

Whipped cream and cum...hmm the only difference is one has a slightly bitter taste and the other is sweet.

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I read all the posts above, and I think my friends might have missed your point. It is something very different. (Re-reading the excerpt above makes it easier see.) It is NOT a taste issue.
I think somewhere deep inside, so deep you may not know it, you have the "it comes from the same place he pees from" issue. You may be equating his cum with bady waste without knowing it.
Or maybe it is just a texture issue, but if that were so why do you find those porn images so troubling?

Once a friend took my to see an old movie where a male actor, impersonating a woman, actually appeared to eat dog poo! I became very ill at the image. The feeling stuck with me for a while, and affected other areas in my life.

Semen feels like so many other thick creams and lotions. (I think it is not acidental that some things look and feel like semen by the way)

I didn't read where you avoid sunblock or moisturizers because of the texture.

Try desensitizing yourself to the idea and the feel. Let him cum on your breasts, and leave it there. All day. He will likely find it sexy, the idea of you walking around, his cum on your breasts, many men and women do.
It will dry, and is easily peeled and wiped off with soap and water later. But it is a start in changing your aversion to it.

love,


WW

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Wicked Wanda, your post is awesome. I sat here for awhile thinking how to answer this in some helpful way. For me, I kind of have a logical look at it - it's just body fluid, part of my lover, and no more dirty or gross than my vaginal wetness that I want him to get his tongue into.

I agree with Wanda that the problem sounds much more psychological than physiologic - your issue sounds to be more with the idea of cum in your mouth than it is with the actual taste or texture of it. It may be easiest to start off trying to think of it as something other than cum - ie, a mental trick that it is milkshake or something yummy. I don't know if this will help or not. Hope it does!

Lastly, if you just can't get past it, it's no big deal! There are so many ways to have fun with your lover, you can definitely work around this one thing! Everyone has one or two things they just don't want to do (for me, it's anal - I tried it once and wanted to crawl up the wall as soon as he started). I'm sure your husband is a happy camper and probably thrilled that you're making such an effort for him.

Thanks to all of you who have given your advice. Several of them actually helped me, especially the one from Wicked Wanda about it coming from the same place where he pees. I hadn't given it much thought until that point was made and I think that that had a lot to do with it. Once I got over that issue, I have actually let him cum in my mouth twice. He only gets one or two squirts in, but... THERE IS enough for me to taste it and swallow. (Small steps to start with.) I actually like the taste and texture of it. It's nothing like what I had thought it would be.

And thanks to the one (sorry your name slips my mind) about it "changing" when it hits the air. It really does. I much perfer him cumming in my mouth compared to tasting it once hit has "hit the air". Another thing that helped me (with the texture issue) and this was done before I actually swallowed, was that he came on my breasts one morning before we left the house and I "wore" it all day long. I loved it. And he loved the idea of me "wearing" his cum in public all day long. The texture, once smoothed out on my skin, actually felt nice and I enjoyed having it on all day. Kinda made me feel "dirty and sexy" without anyone knowing it.

Thanks everyone. I'll keep you updated on how it's going.

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HOORAY for pleasure overcoming hang ups! I personally feel that if I were to spit I would be rejecting part of my partner. but I've got this odd catholic raising that gives me a major guilt complex.....


Swallowing his gift to me is my gift to him.

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