well...what I've done was not a100% incest but it was something close. His parents and my parents was (and still is) a long time friend and he knew me since I was five years old so he's almost like another one of my older brothers. We were very close and I could say that he was closer to me than my own brothers sometime until I was a teenager and one day we got VERY CLOSE...LOL. At the time, it waws fun and very excited but after everything has been said and done....it felt awkward between us. The question of we should or we shouldn't have done it came up a lot (but we did it again anyway...) .