I talked to an old flame today who engrossed me with his ideas but was totally noncommital (at the time).

I miss another for his passion & ideals but not his selfishness.

Who do you have who wasn't right for you but was ~oh~ ~so~ ~wrong~?

mmmmmm there was this one guy....I was crazy about him but we would have killed eachother and it was obvious. Still you never know...

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There is this guy named Phillip... currently living in Shreveport Louisiana..... he is the one that I reflect upon most... whom I miss... and even now... so many years later... can often feel him near me... as if he is watching from a distance...

I am painfully aware tho... one can't go back.... time doesn't move in reverse..

I think in the back of all our minds, we always wonder about someone...for me it is a certain three:

1) The first woman I ever loved, she destroyed me body and soul, but I sometimes wonder what ever happened to her, as I had to let her go or drown with her...

2) I seem to have bad luck with women online...two seperate occasions, two women, after months of talking thought wonderful things would happen...then they just dissappeared into thin air and I always wonder...was it real? Was it all just a game?

Ahh well, I think we all just have to realize that, what's done is done, the time is lost and we just have to move on and make our own road once again.

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My ex. We were too young at the time and it got away from us after 4 years. He was at my son's wedding a few years ago and we were able to speak together briefly and privately. It cleared up some things and gave both of us closure on many thoughts and feelings that we'd held onto for over 20 years.

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I honestly don't miss any of my old 'flames'. Most were boys who had no idea what a relationship meant, or what growing up met. I firmly believe that I was lead to the right place and time to meet my husband when I did. The week after I met him, I found out my best friend and boyfriend had decided that they fit together rather nicely. I don't talk to either anymore, but perhaps I ought to send them a card, thanking them for pushing me into Nick's arms.

Last I heard, they were still together, but not overly happy with each other. Oh well.

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My very first boyfriend, who was a childhood friend, I was with for 4 years of Jr.High and High school. Things ended on a horrible, possessive, controlling, stalking note...but I often find myself wondering if he ever got himself straightened out and moved on with his life. I think that deep down he truly did have potential.

My last relationship before my husband. He was my very best friend in high school. To this day I would still consider him the best friend I ever had after my husband. It seemed only natural that we would end up dating, but when it happened it never felt right. He is the only person I've ever dated who I remained friends with afterward. Although I rarely see him anymore, I think of him often and time rewinds when we do run into each other

The only one,that I really cared about(besides my wife)was a girl,
named Geraldine(Gerry-to me!)I was 17 when I started dating her,she was 19.I met her in my Senior year of High School.She had,returned to school after having one child.I eventually,broke up,with her.The sex was great,but she liked it to much!I broke up
with her,when I was in the service.She liked sex,so much,that I never trusted her to do without,when I wasn't home for a weekend.Her mother is happy anyway!She is now married to the guy that she broke up with to go with me!Her mother hated my attitude.As long ago,as that was,I still remember her measurements!-37-22-37 1/2.I probably would have married her,
if I trusted her! Irish

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Last night I actually talked to an old flame of mine.. At one time, he told me he loved me enough to marry me, but that he had to sow his wild oats first.. *soft smile* I told him no, that wasn't good enough.. but as we were best friends before, we've remained best freinds, with a deep love for each other.. and now.. *grin* He's having a baby! Which means I'm gonna be an aunt (practically)!!!

there was this one guy ..... at band camp ...............

















............ lol jk

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I'm good friends with two out of the three of my old flames.....as much as I think of them fondly, they honestly can't hold a candle to my current beau, who seems to combine the best parts of each of them, without the bad parts of either.

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