I just want to get this out of my head...hope you don't mind I just need to put it out there since he can't get it in person due to the circumstances....


I never thought this would happen to me with you but it did. I fell in love with you. I only thought you would be a toy. Something I would play with every once in a while. But somehow you touch a part of me that no one has touched in a while and to be honest I thought I had built a wall around it around it that no one could get in. But you did. And I miss you so much when you are not here.

I catch myself walking into my room from getting off work and hope to find you laying in the my bed waiting for me. I actually have seen you there. I then reach down and my hand goes right through you and touches the sheets of the bed. Then of course reality hits and I know you are not there. But I still can't wait until I finally get to lay in bed at night. Even though you're not there right beside me in my mind we have so much to do. I talk to you, I touch you, I even love you. You smile at me, you talk to me, and you even love me. I can feel your touch on my skin and make love to me. I can't feel the weight of your body on mine or feel the way you snuggle against me when you are lying between my legs. We fit together so nicely. I love our pillow talk. I love the games that we play. I love just being with you.

Now you're leaving and I won't be seeing you until you make time for me if you ever do. I know I don't have to live this way "but the heart wants what the heart wants". I just wish your heart wanted me. I love you . What more is there to say.

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DAMN, YOU ARE A SEXY ONE-skipthisone

I beleive in the sweet spot, soft-core pornography, opening your presents Christmas morning rather than Christmas Eve, and I beleive in long, slow, deep, soft, wet kisses that last three days. Kevin Costner/Bull Duram

"Your body as well as mine has needs. This is juat a little foreplay to highten our desire for each other. If we play out the game of love to it's natural conclusion, you'll experience fulfillment. Give yourself up to me and I'll guide you along the path to pareadise. Together we will be like fire and ice, love and hate, life and death." Virginia Henley

WANTED: a moment when you kiss someone and eveything around you becomes hazy. And the only thing in focus is you and this person and you relize that he is the only person your suppose to kiss for the rest of your life. And for one moment you get this amazing gift. You want to laugh and you want to cry. Cause you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared it will all go away at the same time.

I feel your pain.

I really, really do.

First, very nice. Short, succinct. Second, things will be better. I will not tell you that time heals all wounds or crap like that.... but I will tell you that we do not have an elephant's memory and one day you will have your mind on something else.