Talk about push-me-pull-you!!

On one hand i've got the schools of my eldest son, (this has been going on since preschool) telling me he has Aspergers or such and on the other i've got my sons peadiatrician telling me he doesnt (since preschool)...he's just a kid

He did have ADD and was on medication for a some years...but has been off it for a bit now...now 'cause he's very emotional (always has been) and not behaving properly (disjointed was her words) and i must say he has been a difficult at home too...but i put it down to hormones and attitude (teenager anyone??)

I'm about to have a brain snap....My sanity is hanging on by a thread let me tell you

Aother appointment with the school for Friday...another appointment of the same concerns and i can see another appointment with the peadiatrician *sigh*...it just seems to be a vicious circle and i fucking dread it!

I do not know what to do with him...i dont know how to figure out how to help him..i dont even know how to explain how i feel..upset is one feeling i spose

I dont expect advice...i'm just so worked up i need to get it out

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